Lyrics Life or Death - Paul Marz

I don't wanna sound like them
Them clones with average flows, have no souls, have no goals
The type to rhyme over their vocals doin a show
I sit back, laugh & smoke, what a joke
Miserable bastards, critical assholes
Let me ask 'em, They think they nice?
Let me get the mic, I'll embarrass 'em
Apparently these parrots, comparable to animals
Garbage picking savages, zombie like cannibals
Feed on they own kind, lie just to get by
Smile in the daylight, then cry in the night time
I stare at a gloomed sky, sipping on moonshine
Playing the nightshift where nobody walks by
I stay on my damn grind, sun up to sunrise
24 hours a day, somewhere they can't find
Side of the sand hiding a couple of landmines
Quiet, keep to myself, I'm outta my damn mind
Most of them can't flow, some of them can't rhyme
The blind leading the blind don't see the divide
Had to make a tough choice, was hard to decide
To lose at life, or suicide, then I choose do or die
Then I did, then I tried, almost quit, then I strived
I survived holy shit, I'm alive and surprised
With my back on the floor looking up then I rise
From the grave to the heavens from a slave to divine

This ain't the way I seen it, dreams scenic the sun
I'm misunderstood, far from perfect a ton of good
I been to the curb believe what you see, not what you heard
On my word, forget about everything you deserve
Cause nothing ever come easy, unless it's truly earned
That's what I yearn for got educated to learn more
Couldn't touch me when it come to this music I'm hands off
Put my blood & sweat aside when I'm thinking these bad thoughts
It's sad to think about, all of these times that I ran off
I couldn't get along, but love don't change don't get me wrong
Walked my own path trying to figure my way back
Well on the way back I'm ten steps ahead of ya weighed back
Best to stay back thinking my temperament's laid back
I'm the same cat the day that I started I slayed tracks
How my brain acts scramble your theories remain facts
I'm the train tracks you built foundations on pay tax