Lyrics Forgive Me - Proof , 50 Cent

Barely raised by my dysfunctional fam
Here I stand as a dysfunctional man
Quick-tempered, short-fused, and pissed at God
Demons pullin at my soul 'til it's ripped apart
Secret's out momma that fire I started it
Fuck the fireman logic of the closet by the wire shit
What's positive about a father that busts nuts then wussed up
And a momma that don't show her son enough love
Shit, that's why I'm runnin' from my first son
And force these chickenhead bitches to get abortions
I married the game, my mistress is fame
My girl packed her clothes, she still know I ain't gon' change
Go insane in a world evil as ours
I done shot at houses, people and cars
The deeper the scars, the worse is the history
God you ain't gotta forgive me, just don't forget me, you hear me?

Lord forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay, on top

I recall memories, filled, with sin

Over and over again, and again

And most importantly I'm tryin to support my seeds
Can't seem to get away from them courtin' fees
Embroidery, on my hood across my heart disorderly
Breakin in houses of people who ain't got more than me
Accordingly, I move in error
Gotta face the fact though I can't fool this mirror
Neglected my daughter and tryin to blame on how I was brought up
Like I'm a product of this environment, why ain't I shot up?
Got up today like "Why you let me breathe again?"
And with each breath I feel death is creepin' in
Thinkin sinners are winners and I'ma finish last
My pen and pad record my life as each minute pass

Passin minutes, I shook sin and shook drugs
I did right by you but still you took Bugz

Then caught me in adultery, fought me

For not knowin through the dark streets you walked me, talked to me

Lord forgive me, for I've sinned

Over and over again just to stay, on top
I recall memories, filled, with sin
Over and over again, and again

It's the risk that's a rush so rush my wrists in the cuffs
It's like a fight for yo' attention and love
Speakin of Bugz, give me a hint from above
If he not you know where I wanna be sent when I'm done
Kid outta wedlock so my lady's frontin'
I love Em, cause he gave me somethin'
A positive anything is better than a negative nothin'
I was on the edge of death ready to jump in

It's hard when you can't find love anywhere
And just because the reverend listen, don't mean he care
Pops on crack with a sufferin' past
I dream in black and white, the world color me bad

Other than sad, painful and stress
Life is good with the webs that, tangle with death
Control the border, control the school
I have sinned amongst men and my soul is yours, it's yours

Lord forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay, on top
I recall memories, filled, with sin
Over and over again, and again
Lord forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay, on top
I recall memories, filled, with sin
Over and over again, and again