Lyrics Syllabary - Reality

Yeah you already who it is, and what were doing
And if you are confused then
Then you needa stick around and experience this

1-2 lets go

A,B,C,D,E,F,G,H,I,J,K,L,M,N,O,P,Q,R,S,T,U,V,W,X,Y,Z

Now why wont you sing with me

Aye we learning our abcs
Cuz I feel like they're not irrelevant to me
Did I even learn as a baby?
I really forgot I was a baby
Hey guys I left my brain in philly
In elementary school I was crazy
Everyone asking who made this
Already know who, stop tryna play me

Any bugs on my feets Imma kill
But I'm running everywhere Can't sit still
I'm pretty sure no one can't deal
With me call my mom, shell bring pills

Everyone hated this side of me
So sure my teacher didn't like me
Cuz One day she was so overwhelmed that she actually tied me

Um yeah she actually tied
Look I was a little bit crazy see I wasn't bad
I was just hyper she had an anxiety attack She put me
On a chair and tied me with a rope and put tape in my mouth
Now isn't that crazy

Well she did get fired she did get arrested
She wanted a case but it didn't work because my mom wasn't playing. the teacher really regretted
Tying me now she sentenced. My mom was wild
She wanted to get her hands on the lady who put her hands
On her child

Yea I still love my abcs,
But I know that I don't want to teach you
You will try to tie me because I have adhd
Now I love getting out of hand
Cuz I be feeling like i'm in it we don't even need to starve
I'm just staring at the cross since God came down he showed me who I am
I was never a mistake I have a new beginning
Now you looking at my sin even though I was a wreck
Now you looking at the best that I can be
And what God desire is for me
To recognize his love story
Even though my past is still stuck in my bead preparing my grave instead
Cause it's Jesus who will resurrect me from the dead

Street lights on ain't nobody passin by me
Everybody saying i want them to be proud of me
I aint writing music for no one else but the God in me!

I just feel like you looking for something to start in me
But I can just warn you if you run into my mind
You'll find, everything that you would hate, you better sit there and think twice
Or you'll run into the wrong lane

Yeah I really wish you listened
Even though you'll never get it
Gonna chase all of my visions
Getting inside of my head
My life looking different
Since pain made collision
Wit my heart as kid i don't think i understood it

I wish I would've left that room but I didn't
New scars everyday that I will never get rid of
Everybody Hiding from me I will find out your position
If you listen to my story you will never forget it!