Lyrics Disintegrate - Roseau

I planned my journey all around your body
So I wouldn't get lost
I felt the heat from the fire between you
My hands are running there with oxygen [?]

I took you the whole way there
I took you the whole way there
I took you the whole way there
I took you the whole way there

Left some memories in my bedroom
I dispose of them
Cause every one is a little reminder
Of what I'll never have again

I took you the whole way there
I took you the whole way there
I took you the whole way there
I took you the whole way there

It didn't hit me until I pulled your toothbrush
Away from mine

It was mixed up and discarded
I disintegrated
I don't want to see the light
You've created since I have not been around
My preference is to close my eyes
If I can't see it then it isn't happening