Lyrics I Haven't Been Myself Lately - SAINTS OF VALORY

I haven't been myself lately
People look down in my eyes
They think they know what's aching
Butterflies in my stomach are never lazy
They always seem to wanna fly
When this life gets crazy

Maybe I should take a trip to Florence
Maybe I should take a trip to Rome
I wonder if my pain will try and chase me
When it figures out that I have left our home

All my life I've tried to make it right
They say "you'll do just fine"
But I'm holding on for life
All my life I've tried to make it right
They say "you'll do just fine"
But I'm holding on for life
I am

I used to think that happiness would find me
That it came poured in a glass
And handed to me needly
In my book my covers always bind me
The day will come when someone will
Open up and read me

Maybe I should take that trip to Paris
Maybe I should find a new romance
Oh will the next season try and change me?
Since summer's gone,
I may have missed my chance

All my life I've tried to make it right
They say "you'll do just fine"
But I'm holding on for life
All my life I've tried to make it right
They say "you'll do just fine"
But I'm holding on for life

All my life I've tried to make it right
They say "you'll do just fine"
But I'm holding on for life
Oh oh, all my life I've tried to make it right
They say "you'll do just fine"
But I'm holding on for life
I am

I haven't been myself lately