Lyrics As I Am - Saykoji

See, when I wrote this song, I asked God
I prayed, "God, guide me
Guide my mind
Guide my hands to write something", let′s go

I got plans, I got plans, I got plans, yeah
I'm the man, I′m the man, I'm the man, yeah
I got plans, I got plans, I got plans, yeah
Understand, understand

You take me as I am
Now I understand
I was such a foolish, man, focused on my plan
I thought that I can
Yet I failed again
Gagalku berarti
Jesus, now I understand

You take me as I am
Now I understand
I was such a foolish, man, focused on my plan, yeah
I thought that I can
Yet I failed again
Gagalku berarti
Jesus, now I understand, yeah (Yeah-yeah-yeah)

Hold up, hold up I got goals to achieve
Got this itch on this project that I want to relieve
Yo, I be the best that ever was, I'm a win
I′ma take no L′s, I just need to begin (Ha)
Gue emang jago orang lain katro
Skill nomor satu orang lain masih ngaco
I was so confident, I will never lose, yeah
Lalu jatuh terhempas keras impian pupus, yeah

I just can't believe it, I was on denial
Hilang keyakinan mulai pikir suicidal
Serasa ditampar when I go back to the Bible
Metanoia supaya pikiran di-recycle, yeah

Apa arti flexing bila arogan semata?
Berdiri jumawa dengan dagu menengadah, yeah
Only when I bow down on my kness I understand
I was such a fool, Jesus, now I understand

You take me as I am
Now I understand
I was such a foolish, man, focused on my plan
I thought that I can
Yet I failed again
Gagalku berarti
Jesus, now I understand

You take me as I am
Now I understand
I was such a foolish, man, focused on my plan, yeah
I thought that I can
Yet I failed again
Gagalku berarti
Jesus, now I understand (Yeah-yeah-yeah)

As far as I can see people flexing all the time
Thought I had to be like that so every day I grind, yeah
I just wanna flex so I dress to impress
The more I hustle all I′m getting is more stress, like
Gucci this, LV that
I be planning what's the next brand I wanna get
Tryna fill the emptiness dengan ikut trend, ha
Lost in the hype, I forgot about the plan, yeah-yeah (Yeah-yeah)

What′s the plan? What's the plan?
Didn′t really care as long as I'm still the man, yeah
Waktu hilang rasa pun I can still pretend, yeah
Pencitraan sukses supaya high on demand, yeah-yeah-yeah

Penuh dengan ego, otak jadi bego
Dengan nilai hidup gue jadi suka nego
I wasn't aware what I did to myself, ay
Now I understand, Jesus, Jesus, I need help

Yeah-yeah, semua hilang makna
Bila masih tanda tanya
Yeah-yeah, jalanku tersesat
Bila tak tahu arahnya
Yeah-yeah, hati tak terisi
Bila tidak punya misi
Yeah-yeah, kuat tiap sisi
Bila aku punya visi

You take me as I am
Now I understand
I was such a foolish, man, focused on my plan
I thought that I can
Yet I failed again
Gagalku berarti
Jesus, now I understand

You take me as I am
Now I understand
I was such a foolish, man, focused on my plan, yeah
I thought that I can
Yet I failed again
Gagalku berarti
Jesus, now I understand (Yeah-yeah-yeah)
(Ooh)