Lyrics Bad Thoughts - Sexton

I'm lyin to everyone round me
Saying i'm ok
'Cause negative thoughts
Never got me no where
But these thoughts
I can't seem to vacate
And everywhere that i look
I'm reminded you left me
With nothing but pain and our dog's cage
I washed your dirty draws
I know all your flaws
Give a fuck bout your new fame
I held you down
I was top 10 on radio
Never double backed
But now you on rodeo
Blew my advance to make sure that we eat
Now you spoilin bitches that should've been me
Glow up amnesia
When they on they don't need ya
Gone in hollywood ether
Left stuck with these fucked up thoughts
Did you ever love me
Or was your love just bought?
Was your biggest fan
When you had no fans
Yea you made me happy with no bands
Was your ride or die
We had big plans
Big plans
See i'm bitter cause you flex when we talk
I don't need your money i deserve more
After everything
I deserve more

Days like this
I question if i'm ever gonna make
See even the strong get weak
But i run with the wolves
So i take it
Yeah

Why me
Always bless muthafuckers standin round me
But when i'm down
Ain't nobody come and save me
I let people come and go and take from me
I know it's my fault
I know it's all me
Yeah
I know it's all me

See i'm going insane in my brain all alone
So i gotta get this off my chest
They on benjamin franklin
I'm on aretha
All i want is a little respect
Shit i might need some therapy
Some days i just wish they would bury me
Cause i lost my soulmate
And music ain't paid off
When will they notice me go, takeoff
So many years in the game
With little reward
I just don't feel the same
They tried to blackball me right out the gate
Ask myself how much more can i take
These females they signing ain't sayin shit
So many execs let a great one slip
It's cool imma stay on my indie tip
And inspire these girls to ride their own dick
See i never let my hunger to get on
Override my instincts
I almost got raped in this fucked up business
Always take my time so i leave an imprint
It's hell being female
But i'm still gon win this

Days like this
I question if i'm ever gonna make
See even the strong get weak
But imma run with the wolves
So i take it

Why me
Always bless muthafuckers standin round me
But when i'm down
Ain't nobody come and save me
I let people come and go and take from me
I know it's my fault
I know it's all me
But that's the old me
Now