Lyrics Caffeine - Shy Jnr

I don't wanna know if you're
Getting off with the boy next door
But I'm just tryna earn what I work for
Don't know what's in store
Hopefully I'll tour
And sell out shows like I used to pretend
In my room when I was barely 10
But now there's no toys
Only drinks and meds
And a set of notes I use to try and vent

(Moved on) from the past no mourning
(Couple shots) got the day off rolling
(Caffeine) makes the life less boring
(Bitter taste) reminds me of that morning
(Moved on) from the past no mourning
(Couple shots) got the day off rolling
(Caffeine) makes the life less boring
(Bitter taste) reminds me of that morning

I took a step back
Far away from contact
Took a flight back
Tried so hard to relax
Had to combat
Anxiety attacks
Gonna relapse
Fade out on the Xanax
Polyester dreams
So fake it tears around the seams
The mask you have is slipping off
But I'm still me
The truth it found a way just like I said so
And now the best year of your life is out that window

Stop playing pretend
I heard that you lost all your friends
Ain't that a coincidence?
Karma's just around the bend

(Moved on) from the past no mourning
(Couple shots) get the day off rolling
(Caffeine) makes the life less boring
(Bitter taste) reminds me of that morning