Lyrics I Pushed U Away - Sissna G

I've had a bad habit
Of hanging with the wrong friends
I made the sacrifice
And found independence

It's rarely the other way
And I'm cynical to say
If I want to
I can make friends every day

I'm sorry
I don't mean to be hard
We all got our battles
And we can only go so far

I almost lost mine
And our friendship
Saw the end of the line
I don't know how you're doing now
But I hope you're fine

I found harmony within
And I want that for U as well
Hanging out with U
Would simply break my spell

I wish U well and I hope U understand
Nothing's wasted
As I cherish every moment that we had
Never meant any harm or make U sad
Can U please move on
I'll take the fall, my bad

I'm the big bad wolf
Who blew our own house down
Just to find myself
The silence of sound

I know it's you
It's been obviously you
After all along

I know it's you
It took me long enough
I was gravely wrong

I pushed you away
I pushed you away
Pushed you away for good
I pushed you away

I pushed you away
Pushed you away for good
I pushed you away

Pushed you away
Pushed you away

I was love sick until came U along
I even gave it all up
Replaying love songs

I finally found U once again
It's hard to get
Both a lover and a best friend
I was lucky then

I know I'm hard to understand
Even harder to love
Once U do
And once U know
You'll be happy U
Didn't settle for an Average Joe
I'm glad U're not digging for gold

I wanna grow old
In a beautiful home

With U and kids of our own
But I'm terribly sorry for
Doing mistakes and treating U wrong
My mind's all fuzzy when I do this alone
So can we get it back on?

I don't care if it takes a whole eon
I'll be waiting

For U to come back home
And from that moment on
I will never let U go

I know
I pushed you away
Just to know
That it's you
I'm waiting for
And I'm never letting go

I know it's you
It's been obviously you
After all along

I know it's you
It took me long enough
I was gravely wrong

I pushed you away
I pushed you away
Pushed you away for good
I pushed you away

I pushed you away
Pushed you away for good
I pushed you away

Pushed you away
Pushed you away