Lyrics Gentle Rose - Steady

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If I could take it back you know I'll take it back to when
Feevaleen yeah sweet sixteen we were friends
I know that god sent you to me you was heaven sent
We was guilty of some love but we was innocent
You lived in college point I went in the freezing cold
I didn't mind cuz you had my mind heart and soul
You snuck me in the crib and we used to fuck insane
Screaming out of pleasure bet the neighbors knew my name
You cracked the window and Im hiding in the closet blind
The room smelling like we had a good fucking time
The next day you rather chill calling out of work
You would never hesitate to reach up in your purse
I'll take it back to when we used to bag the groceries
Or when I broke up with you but you knew I wouldn't leave
The last thing on my mental is I'm causing harm
Cuz every time I left you welcomed me with open arms
Your mother never liked me and you know that thats a fact
She tried to hook you up with whats his name behind my back
But I know you was in my corner you was down to ride
I figured that out in the hospital you by my side
I take it back I take it back I take it back I swear
For all them times you thought that I went ghost and didn't care
I thought we needed space I thought you had some time to spare
My worst fear was losing you but Im no longer scared

Take it back when my number is on fire
Now Im looking at my phone and its so dry
Used to text you and you replied
Now when you see me I cant even get a hi
I was dead broke you was by my side
Trynna let go of something that died
Hardest part was dealing with my pride
Now its just the usual I ain't scared of losing you

Understand I'm twisted like a rubiks cube
I know you was wishing there was something you could do
I apologize for the shit I put you through
Cross my heart and hope to die no one is as beautiful
I'll take it back before the curly hair
Way before I even had the whole affair
On the cruise watch the tide switching
Don't take relationship advice from side bitches
When we lost the baby
Man that shit drove me crazy
Putting so much stress on you and that was on the daily
Thats the reason why I take the fault so you could blame me
Sunny days got cloudy didn't think that you'd be shady
It might sound ironic but it's feeling like you played me
Tried to pull some strings but life is not a ukulele
I was always tardy I've been thinking bout you lately
Promised you a lot of things
For every lied I told a diamond off your promise ring
I bought you a lot of bling
Nothing shined as bright as the love you bring
But instead I been getting all these dark thoughts in my head
I can't even sleep toss and turning in my bed
If I could take your pain and make it mine I would
I take it back I swear I take it back I swear I take it back I swear

Take it back when my number is on fire
Now I'm looking at my phone and it's so dry
Used to text you and you replied
Now when you see me I can't even get a hi
I was dead broke you was by my side
Trynna let go of something that died
Hardest part was dealing with my pride
Now it's just the usual I ain't scared of losing you