Lyrics Lose It - Steven Moses

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How come these drugs don't even do sh-?
I just got a new b-
Flip it, yeah, I move sh-
Shawty love how I do sh-
She still playing my old songs
I been working on new sh-
I don't know if I'll wake up
I don't know what I'm doing
Think I'm about to lose it, lose it
All the way back on my bullsh-, bullsh-
I don't really gotta prove sh-, don't gotta prove sh-
I used to have nightmares, now I lucid

And I don't know if I'll ever be the same
Think something's changed
I fix the pain with the pain
I fix the pain with the pain

I thought that by now I be just chilling, a 100K and a bad b-
Instead, I got these drug habits
Lost the only thing I ever wanted, shit turned me into a savage
Moms asking if I'm okay, I just told her, quit the asking
And I'm flabbergasted by the way my life right now
Pain about the only way to feel alright by now
Slow it down and speed it up
And don't ask me what's in my cup
And don't laugh 'cause you f-king suck
Told her pass me the f-king blunt, ay

And I don't know if I'll ever be the same
Think something's changed
I fix the pain with the pain
I fix the pain with the pain
And I don't know if I'll ever be the same
Think something's changed
I fix the pain with the pain
I fix the pain with the pain

If the gate's that's so f-king famous ain't fake, I hope that I make it
Just another day in hell raining murder all on the pavement
Wonder if before I die, I'll get to ride on a spaceship
I'm craving some' I can't say, still amazes me that I made it
Conversations with Satan and Jesus about displacement
But I'm looking in the mirror, it's just me and I hate it
Don't ask me how I'm feeling again, I swear I'm amazing
I'm just tryna find this god-n key to unlock this safe with

It's safe to say that I turned into something that they don't play with
I'm smoked out, emaciated pacing round in a vacant lot
Give me Xans and juice 'til I can barely walk
Until I can't stand to talk 'cause it feel like rubber bands that hit my hand too hard
I'm manic, culprit? Never 'cause I'm never caught
Number one spitter and in hearts
I'm always high, I'm never not
I know I'm nice, the ones who hatin' on me, mad they never was
I'd probably be mad too if my whole life I ain't never stunt

And I don't know if I'll ever be the same
Think something's changed
I fix the pain with the pain
I fix the pain with the pain
And I don't know if I'll ever be the same
Think something changed
I think something changed