Lyrics crush - Sullii

I can't help it
I'm afraid to talk sometimes
I try and dig myself out it
It doesn't crush your heart like mine

Yo
Someone try and tell me this shit got me in my ego
Maybe 'cause you never see me working on my free throw
I was back in summer didn't hit you now we're equal
Why is it they never wanna see me doing me, though?
Yeah, I'm tryna wake up next to me
Right down to my codependency
(I'm still tryna take a hold of me)

That's why I can't help it
I'm afraid to talk sometimes
I try and dig myself out it
It doesn't crush your heart like mine
But I wish it would
I wish you'd stop tryna call me, hold up
Your friends ignore me, I'm rarely sober
You wonder why you won't see me show up
It doesn't crush you, I wish it would

I was ready to leave the heaviness in my home town
Now you wanna call, how you been keeping? Oh well
I'm not impressed
You wonder why I'd rather be keeping it on my chest
You wonder why I'd rather be gleaming I'm tryna flex
Every time that they see me they turn their heads
But you won't take my hand again
You only wanna hear me when you've had enough of him

That's why I can't help it
I'm afraid to talk sometimes
I try and dig myself out it
It doesn't crush your heart like mine
But I wish it would
I wish you'd stop tryna call me, hold up
Your friends ignore me, I'm rarely sober
You wonder why you won't see me show up
It doesn't crush you, I wish it would

They break my heart as I play them over
The same old songs, yeah, I wish they could

I wish you'd stop tryna call me, hold up
Your friends ignore me, I'm rarely sober
You wonder why you won't see me show up
It doesn't crush you, I wish it would

(I can't help it) Wait, how could I be trouble if I'ma stay round?
(I'm afraid to talk sometimes) Make out like I've been waiting for you to break down
(I can't help it) And I never thought that we were about to lose touch (I'm afraid to talk sometimes)

I wish you'd stop tryna call me, hold up
Your friends ignore me, I'm rarely sober
You wonder why you won't see me show up

I'm not impressed, you wonder why I'd rather be keeping it on my chest

I'm trying not to move but, I shoulda said
You sounded like the voices I've been hearing in my head
Yeah, I can feel your hands gripping tight around my neck
I wonder why the fuck I fell in love with you again

I'm trying not to move but, I shoulda said
You sounded like the voices I've been hearing in my head
Yeah, I can feel your hands gripping tight around my neck
Remind me why the fuck I fell in love with you again