Lyrics Precursor - Swarm

My oldest & dearest friend, it′s been far too long
Where did you crawl off to? I'm Fading
I miss seeing you when I wake up, but I still hear you singing me to sleep
Why did I ever leave you? I feel so alone
You are an abomination
You filled me with fear and with hate and with a quiet feeling that nothing was going to be ok
It was beautiful
It kills me
Maybe I just pretended to love you
Nevertheless, I know that after all that we have been through
This is the end