Lyrics Heartbreak December - Sylintez

You build me up to break me down
That's just the way it goes
Heartbreak December and I'm hoping I don't catch a cold
I try to hide the pain inside, but everybody knows
Just know I think about you every time it-
If I could find the words, the words I never got to say
Would I still say em and would it matter to you anyway
Don't like regret there's nothing changing what I did this life
But if I did this all again think I would fuck up twice

My depression acting up don't wanna leave my bed
Fuck a final imma finalize myself instead
Everybody saying when you gonna drop that album
The way I'm feeling I may fuck around and drop without one
I'm not feeling myself, these days keep getting longer
For every demon I kill, they keep on getting stronger
I'm masking my emotions
Khalil go get the potion
The only time I feel alive is when that shit potent

Thank you to everyone who
Continues to push me to make music
I probably wouldn't be alive if I didn't
Vent in some way so I really appreciate you
Guys for continuing to push ask me
Where the album is at
Where the music is at
So thank you