Lyrics Drowning - The Parallel Project

I think I lost my mind a while ago
Cos I've been seeing some ghosts
And I'd be lying if I told you I'm fine
But I lie
Yeah
These thoughts I would never speak out loud
I've seen you cry
But I've never seen you
Shout like a hurricane,
These shots don't ricochet
Sight blurred im walkin dazed,
Girl I'm fucking faded
Or maybe wasted,
I cant remember how it happened
Oh I dont know my limits at all
I'm sinking down into my thoughts
Oh my god
But so what if i drank too much
This ain't love,
It's just a firefight
And even if i'ts not enough
I'll say it once
I swear I never lied
But this is the last time
This is the last time
But this is the last time
This is the last time
You'll ever bring me down
Girl you know I'm drownin
And I keep goin down
But I'll swear that I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
I'ts friendly fire and sunlight
The aftermath of one too many words
I said,
When I should of said nothing at all
At all
I gotta stop overthinking
And missing what could have been
You were never even really here
And still were are spinning
Just liars and cheaters
Right back where we started
But it don't get easier
I am drowning in liquor
And apathy will be the death of me
But so what if I drank too much
This ain't love,
It's just a firefight
And even if it's not enough
I'll say it once I swear I never lied
But this is the last time
This is the last time
But this is the last time
This is the last time
You'll ever bring me down
Last time
This is the last time