Lyrics 6HRS - Traces

I hate myself every morning
So give a second to change
Say please, thanks, excuse me, I′m sorry
Yeah I know how to fool crooked smiles even now I don't know it′s real
But I don't wanna think about it
If someone could save me from myself I wish they would
'Cause I′m either overthinking or misunderstood
And all of the lies I place with caution won′t stay put
6 hours till it's out of my head
6 hours till I wake again
Last door down the hall
New frames on the walls
But it′s always the same
Lost pride and self control
Bitter pill but down it goes
A familiar taste
Down at the water I'll drowse and drift away
I′ll take the fault if I drown and so I pray
Knees pressed to the floor
I'm beggin′ you but I'm sure
That I know what you'll say
I know, I know that I′ve been better off
To tell the truth I′m insecure and just a bit dishonest
But maybe more honest than I should have been
I know, I know that I am bitter often
I know I never seem to finish what I always start
I know I shouldn't show my hand before I see the cards
But I couldn′t help myself and now I think it's all over
Pull focus I′m always think, I'm overloaded
I could fall through the cracks, through the glass sinkin′ fast
Thinking I'm overdue, overdone, overthink everything that I was
I wanted something more than I could see
Maybe it's more than I am or I could be
Do you think you could see me
Do you think you could see me
In color, not black and white, since I was born
But now there′s no feeling
Yet feels like I′m losing a part of myself
Yeah I used to know me
I used to know who I was
Patience and grace now is burdensome
Nothing but burden under the sun
So I turn the key and just let it run