Lyrics Lockdown Pt. 2 (Honesty Freestyle) - Wave Noir

Where to even start
Heavy on my head and it's been heavy on my heart
I could swear this last year tried to tear your boy apart
So, I had to take my leave, yeah I had to go depart

But I had to bring it back, start a different arc
Know I had to up the slack and knock it out the park
Though I'm used to it, had to come out from out the dark
But how you 'sposed to try your best your best when you've lost your spark

Felt like quitting, yeah I won't even lie
Couldn't make conversation, only let out sighs
It felt like felt like every time I tried to go confide
I'd just lose my sense of self in another's eyes

Put my pride on the line for myself, cause
I hate feeling anger, I place it on the shelf
Next to built up resentment, there was also contentment
Had gotten used to there never being no one else

I question if I need to change up my ways
While I was staring up at ceilings for days
In front of me I had predicament placed
What if my desire had somewhere been defaced

Is it selfish that I don't wanna let go
Everybody got their struggles that's something I know
Must be naïve I truly thought if I believed for the best
Stayed strong through the rest, we'd be set though

And don't think I don't I don't acknowledge your pain
Seen you face storms and make it out of the rain
And even though you told me you're not the same
Upon myself I find I'm placing the blame

Don't wanna say goodbye, for me that's too tough
But had to get my thoughts out, was feeling too rough
If we never speak again, I wish you all the best
Within my soul I send a light, I hope it keeps you blessed
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