Lyrics late night freestyle pt. 1 - YVN Legazy

So many different numbers calling
So just leave the message
Guess this what my dukes meant
When she say I'm hardheaded
They steady doing me wrong
But I tell 'em don't sweat it
Karma is real
So whatever you did
Just don't regret it

It's simple
Ain't really down with the jokes and the gimmicks
Shit ain't rocket science
Or quantum physics
It's really simple as sitting down and just tryna listen
There's always two sides to a story
Truth is always missing

Ain't really down with the politicking
Sneak dissing
Snakes in the grass
Let em keep hissing
Always tend to catch myself alone and in deep thought
My coping methods really ain't the best
But I keep mixing

But even when the night comes to and end I'm still standing tall
Dismissed all of my feelings for the night
I don't wanna talk
Realest nigga in here though they been tryna keep me small
Till they meet the kid and work
And that was the coup de grâce

(You say it's hard to deal with emotions, emotions)
(I speak my peace but you don't get the notion, the notion)

I've been learning to appreciate
I talk to God and all my problems seem to deviate
At times I barely get to sleep so I just meditate
But the bass bumping in my head from the music that I haven't made
It's been stressing me
Don't know what's next for me
I just pray that it's the best for me
I just want better for myself
A wise man once told me it's only you versus yourself
So make sure whatever you doing you discipline yourself
And staying consistent and tunnel vision
That's the perfect way to gaining wealth
Yeah, and that's just honesty
Always speak my truth but to them
It just sounds like comedy
Miss me with the fake smiles
And all the fake camaraderie
Just waiting till a nigga blow up
Or hit the lottery

Damn, haven't talked my shit in a minute like that
They prolly wondering like "damn who got him angry like that?"
It ain't anger I promise
I just been stuck in the moment
Might sound a lil bit heartless
When I say I'm glad we ain't spoken
All the promises broken
Heart got drowned in a potion
Been trynna stay on my own feet
Avoiding all the commotion
But shit is easier said than done
Man, it's hard to stay focused
It's been hard to stay focused