Lyrics Decision - Young Qing

Late-night laying in my bed
Thinkin' 'bout the things that I shoulda done
Thinkin' 'bout the nights that I'm weak and I'm
Thinkin' 'bout how I gotta hold on
Think myself into a bad mood
Always something to think 'bout it ain't nothing new
Man, I've done everything that I should
I talked to GOD in every way I could

People leave like it's okay
Who with me and who's not gang
I looked for love and I lost
I don't want these L's anymore
Late night laying in my bed
Thinking bout the things that I shoulda said
I 'on't want no L's
I look alive but don't feel alive

So I'm saying
Do I stop or should I not?
Where do I go?
Decision decision decision
I'm thinking I'm thinking
Believe me I had it
At least I thought I did
But not anymore
It all sounds crazy I know
Decision decision decision
So I'm saying
Do I stop or should I not?
Where do I go?
Decision decision decision
I'm thinking I'm thinking
Believe me I had it
At least I thought I did
But not anymore
It all sounds crazy I know
Decision decision decision

2 cups in the morning
Fill it up till it overflows
I just wanna be alone
I just wanna be on another level
Last time I think I went off
Feels good to be numb, turn em feels off
I thought I pick up where I left off
I 'on't want no call turn my phones off

People leave when it's tough
Who with me and who's not gang
I looked for love and I lost
I don't want these L's anymore
Late night laying in my bed
Thinking bout the things that I shoulda said
I'ont want no L's
I look alive but don't feel alive

So I'm saying
Do I stop or should I not?
Where do I go?
Decision decision decision
I'm thinking I'm thinking
Believe me I had it
At least I thought I did
But not anymore
It all sounds crazy I know
Decision decision decision
So I'm saying
Do I stop or should I not?
Where do I go?
Decision decision decision
I'm thinking I'm thinking
Believe me I had it
At least I thought I did
But not anymore
It all sounds crazy I know
Decision decision decision