Lyrics Tonight 4 - forest98 , Sapphire2001

It's been getting harder just to sleep at night
Weight up on my shoulders, been breaking my spine
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna die
Shoot a text, girl no stress, lets just fuck tonight
It's been getting harder just to sleep at night
Weight up on my shoulders, been breaking my spine
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna die
Shoot a text, girl no stress, lets just fuck tonight

Been a burden since a kid, had no friends cause I was shy
Been a burden since a jit, baby all I did was lie
You're the one that finally made me open up
You're the one that helped me not end up a fuck up
Prescriptions, popping pills before school starts
Dip quick, duck behind the fucking Walmart
I'm okay, not okay, maybe less or more
Baby, you didn't see me ducked out in the corridor
Baby girl, you're the one that stopped my shatter
The reason why no more blood drips on my mattress
I wish I'd have walked up to you at first
But you're the greatest thing that happened on this earth
I've been so stuck
Thoughts parading my head
That i just fucked up
Toss and turn in my bed

It's been getting harder just to sleep at night
Weight up on my shoulders, been breaking my spine
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna die
Shoot a text, girl no stress, lets just fuck tonight
It's been getting harder just to sleep at night
Weight up on my shoulders, been breaking my spine
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna die
Shoot a text, girl no stress, lets just fuck tonight

Better on my own I never fall in line
Blowing up my phone, I never hit reply
You are not my brother, had to realize
Fucking with my head, I had to get it right, like
Running out of patience
You a lil pup stick to your day shift
In my city I'm the greatest
Look at all these copies I created
Why is everyday so mundane
Hit a switch like it's click gotta get away
On a flight, outta sight, I don't hear em say
Used to have some brothers, now my brothers ain't no friend of me
Lighting up my cigarette
Never have my shirt clean
Always down I gotta find a way up
Every day I grow a little bit more

It's been getting harder just to sleep at night
Weight up on my shoulders, been breaking my spine
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna die
Shoot a text, girl no stress, lets just fuck tonight
It's been getting harder just to sleep at night
Weight up on my shoulders, been breaking my spine
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna die
Shoot a text, girl no stress, lets just fuck tonight