Lyrics catch-22 - guccihighwaters

I'm tryna find the beauty in life, I can't see
And when I go to sleep, all my dreams haunt me
And when I see you, I try to reach out and touch you
Then I wake up and my heartbeat rushing

You ain't helping to heal the pain
Throwing gas on a fire you're fueling me
You ain't helping me feel okay
You're only there when you feel like you have to be

Live life on a tightrope
If I fall off, I don't think that you would care though
Live life on a tightrope
When I get scared, I just walk with my eyes closed
Don't mean to be this way
I wish I could just feel brand new
Sometimes I like to feel blue
My life a catch-22

Two, two, two, two, two
My life a catch-22
Two, two, two, two, two
My life a catch-22

Caught between a dark and a bright place
Wanna feel anything, I'm speeding down the highway
Caught between comfort and loneliness
If you love me, why don't you ever show me it?
You say that too damn much, I've been too stressed, yeah
Perfectionist but nothing's ever perfect, tough luck
Now I talk too much, used to not talk enough
I just been regretting it, I should've shut up

Why you want me to fade away?
Throwing gas on a fire, you're fueling me
You're helping me feel insane
You're only there when you feel like you have to be

Live life on a tightrope
If I fall off, I don't think that you would care though
Live life on a tightrope
When I get scared, I just walk with my eyes closed
Don't mean to be this way
I wish I could just feel brand new
Sometimes I like to feel blue
My life a catch-22

Two, two, two, two, two
My life a catch-22
Two, two, two, two, two
My life a catch-22
My life a catch-22