Lyrics after the dust settles - haemby

We have found ourselves
In a place
That neither of us wanted us to be in
But also neither of us are helping get out of it
Are we?

Day after day, and war after war
How did we get so far off course?
Everything that you heard is all false
I just wanted to end it
Of course

Here we are, both at a loss
Both here, but at what cost
Words said with each others voices
I just wanted to end it
Of course

I can't speak for you, but I can for myself
I kept my emotions locked up on the shelf
No one could reach them, though I am the shortest
I grab em and hide
Y'all slower than a tortoise

Y'all are different
You are something else
I got nothing to say
Won't think of nothing else
You're mad for what reason?
I'd know if we spoke
When you're around me
You look like you'd choke

Screw the silence
There was no violence
Brought the happiness, though I was the shyest
Quiet in our classes, but we knew how to have our madness
Need the evidence?
Just check our text messages
Jokes and laughter
Bet you'd never guess we'd end up this way
Although everyday
We were the renegades
So, after today
After our D-Day
I wondered this anyway

After the dust settles, where would we go?
After the dust settles, how will we fall?
Where will we go?
How will we fall?
After the dust settles, who will take the blame?
After the dust settles, will this be a game?
Where will we go?
How will we fall?
Turn peeps against us
In battle we're reckless
Our hearts is just vengence
My head can't stay silent
Who will take the blame?
Will this be a game?
After the dust settles, where would we go?
After the dust settles, how will we fall?
Where will we go?
How will we fall?

I honestly don't know what to do right now

Our friends all told us
"Stay out of the war"
Most even asked
Wait
"What's this for?"
I sat there couldn't give them a straigtht answer
Just sat and cried until time moved faster

Bastard, we just put ourselves in caskets
Tragic that we gotta be so bombastic
Horrid, we both draw madness like a magnet
Dramatic, we both are
I mean look at these lyrics

Eventually, we'll both have each other
Brother to brother
And nobody's a bother
Pain from the battle will be a constant memory
Of why I never try to hide anything
But as of now, I'm just terrified
I might even still
Just gotta hide
That small reminder of you in my mind
Is just telling me
How pissed off you are inside

You shot, hundred yards, you hit
When I shot, point blank, I missed
I can't be mad at you for more than a second
And if I am, then in a second I regret it

I hide the bullet hole as I walk across the battlefield
We both still laugh as I joke about the atmosphere
Slowly, but surely, I do bleed out
But you never even heard it once
Out of my mouth

After the dust settles, where would we go?
After the dust settles, how will we fall?
Where will we go?
How will we fall?
After the dust settles, who will take the blame?
After the dust settles, will this be a game?
Where will we go?
How will we fall?
Turn peeps against us
In battle we're reckless
Our hearts is just vengence
My head can't stay silent
Who will take the blame?
Will this be a game?
After the dust settles, where would we go?
After the dust settles, how will we fall?
Where will we go?
How will we fall?