Lyrics Roller Coaster - owen yellow

Suicidal tendencies
I got dependencies on drugs
You are not no friend to me
I keep my enemies real close
I'm done with wasting energy
I just thought I'd let you know
I was holding on for a little bit
But I threw away all hope
I'm like 8 shots deep
Saying, it's you not me
Saying, I'll change don't leave
Saying, I'll go get clean
Been making promises that I can't keep
I get with you then I can't seem
To stick it out with more than a damn week
I'll stop answering and you'll make a scene
And I'll leave again
You'll complain to your friends
They'll tell you I'm the worst
And you'll agree with them
And then when they all leave
And you feel all alone
You'll come right back along
For one more ride aboard

This roller coaster
The only one we've ever know
This roller coaster
The one that keeps me on my toes
This roller coaster
The one that gives us butterflies
This roller coaster, the rides over
So it's time to say; goodbye bye bye

Cigarettes and Hennessey
On my breath when I wake up
Slowly turning into a routine
Every since you said we're done
My bones are slowly breaking
I can't walk without a crutch
Went from leaning on you
To leaning on these vices I can't overcome
You're like 12 shots deep
At the club rebounding
Posting pics on story
Hoping maybe I'll see
I'm not the jealous type
I'm not like that
If you choose to leave
I won't fight back
You're a stranger now
Hope you like that
I won't wave or smile
I'll walk right past
And maybe deep inside
I'm too scared to admit
That after all this time
Some parts of my brain miss
That roller coaster
That we rode on together into the abyss
That roller coaster
The rides over, so let's take another spin

This roller coaster
The only one we've ever know
This roller coaster
The one that keeps me on my toes
This roller coaster
The one that gives us butterflies
This roller coaster, the rides over
So it's time to say; goodbye bye bye