Lyrics Failure - $pellboy

See me as a Failure
See me as a Failure, oh

See me as a Failure, Saturday Savior
I thought I could save her
Cross me, betrayer, cut me with a razor
Feel nothing like permanent erasure
Lately things are going bad for me
Put some powder in my drink
I know it won't help me see
But it might force me to be happy
That's the thing about me
When you're on my mind I don't sleep
Rolling in my tomb I don't sleep
Frostbite take me I am freezing

Frozen to you, never leaving
Freddy Krueger, scary dreaming
Up for 20 hours beaming
Someone inside me is screaming
How you feel, I'm DJ Scheming
Really wanna feel the feeling
Smoking green it get me gleaming
Coded up, you keep redeeming
See me as a failure, 'cause my bad behaviour
I ain't giving favours, serving different flavours
What I do is major, I might be in danger
Ball like Baylor, barred up like a jailer
$pellboy, water with the flow we making waves
Trendsetter, moneymaker, we ain't bringing pain
Cutting competition, super sharp I'm like a blade
Don't need no assistance, all alone I'm not afraid
Money like the matrix, I ain't tryna play tricks
I just wanna start it all again, back to the basics
Judging on a plaintiff, movie I'm the main kid
Lucky every day since moving here in Grade 6

Take care of myself, put my pride on the shelf
I been doing well since I came out the shell
Do they like me? Still, I can't tell
Got black bags underneath my eyes like L
I will always take it personal
I got damage to my soul
All my- all my friends are cold
Kiss me through the phone
I can't- I can't be alone
I got bruises on my bones
I can't do this on my own, I can't
I can't be like you
I should be your muse
All my dreams are true
Good things come in twos
Got the vision, yeah I do
I can never lose
See me as a fool, okay, but
I thought we were cool
See me as a Failure, Saturday Savior
I thought I could save her
Cross me, betrayer, cut me with a razor
Feel nothing like permanent erasure
See me as a Failure...
I thought I could save her...
Cross me, betrayer, cut me with a razor
Feel nothing like permanent erasure