Lyrics reflections - xójira

I should have kept myself a secret
Would it have saved me from your lies
The ocean moves
As you consume me
Every time

My thoughts want to kill me
My mind can't seem to love me
Staring forward hating what I see
The glass breaks from the silence of my screams
I'm looking at my reflection
Why can't I be my only friend
I'm looking at my reflection
Why can't I be my only friend

Bathe in a pool of regret
Love is a piercing
My skin rejects
These wounds deepen
As the blade creeps in
Your blood reminded me
Comfort when I'm hurt

The ocean moves
As you consume me
Every time

My thoughts want to kill me
My mind can't seem to love me
Staring forward hating what I see
The glass breaks from the silence of my screams

I'm looking at my reflection
Why can't I be my only friend
I'm looking at my reflection
Why can't I be my only friend