paroles de chanson Absent - Tova

Started, down there on my back
I'm good at picking myself up and dragging the past
Setting the traps
Falling asleep,
Just to wake up inside my own nightmares,
As simple as that

Lifting myself off my back
Tying my laces with bear traps

Dragging the closet and guilt for so long
Its feels wrong
I forgot how to act

I'm cut loose eyes in a hurricane
I'm a shell shocked shotgun that's gone insane
I'm a man that's cut all his retrains
Take a sip of my memories and see how they taste mate

Acting out lupine-like philistine scripts
Theres a pressure point left that you haven't yet hit
Theres a disease that circles inside of your brain
And you can't throw it up, it won't circle the drain

I'm a heartbreak letter in the pouring rain
I'm an asphalt dealer with a cage of pain
New wave heart attack, that's ready to react,
Take a step to the back now take a step back

Choose your Gods
And sing their song
They left rules to break
But play along

I'm not bowing my head or begging for pieces
Look at the rubble thats growing beneath us
I'm not running from god
I'm not looking for Jesus
If we don't find him then how could he leave us?