Текст песни Letter to Myself - AVGUST

I need an assistant to keep track of what I'm missing
Needed certain friendships just to feel like I was gifted
Wish that I was sorry for the people that I've drifted from
But they were a necessary sacrifice to lift me up
Life supposed to be a marathon
But I've been sprinting while I'm skipping over little stuff
That probably would've meant a lot
Nana asking for a call
Auntie asking how's the job?
All I do is blow 'em off
Honestly I barely know what's going on
Nothing really going wrong
Things are are pretty awesome on paper if I wrote it down
Got a healthy bond with a girl and we've been going strong
People coming up to me in public like "I know your song
Listened to it lots and you be going hard"
Type of shit that makes me feel selfish
Even though I'm grateful for these moments
All I think about is what the next step is
Swear I cannot help it
At the same time I only made it to this point with that method
Never-ending questions
What to be content with?
Where to draw the line between the passion and my brethren
That's a tricky balance I am working on perfecting
But every time I try it makes my head spin
Am I not destined
To make it past the heavens?
Set up on the moon and kick my feet up on the crescent
Shouldn't I just flake on everybody like croissants?
In response to this heart of mine wanting what it wants
Off chance that it works, bigger chance that it flops
It's definitely not achievable with any stops
In the planning and commitment when I'm channeling the vision
And branding with precision so they're standing at attention
Expand into the distance, every mile another milestone
I just shot my first video out in the city
And I planned another one during the ride home
Scrolling through my DMS it don't even look like my phone
Unfamiliar faces looking back, I keep my eyes closed
If you call me nowadays expect to get the dial tone