Текст песни Am I Going Crazy? - BVA

I feel erratic. Is this psychosis?
Now I got some attack of a piff and I smoked it
No joke shit. It comes in phases
Sometimes wyle the fuck out, sometimes great to behave
But no wake spliffs. I think my brain's got poem
Somewhere around where the line signs stopped showin'
My old man always said: "When you're older, you're beknowin'
How it drives you Insane In The Membrane."
Shit! I lost my trainer for, I lost my house keys
Lost that pike that I got of fingers or about free
Lost it for rebitten herds and people call me outkeeper that ain't the drink, that really took it out me
I look around to see the side effects
I set a wise of a good reflection of what's inside the head
My mind's been fed, my mind's bled
That's why I can't remember of what the fuck I just said

Am I going crazy?
I'm talking to myself? I think I'm maybe
Beaver's fucked, just my name's Josh Davey
Scared to ask myself if it's changed me
So how the drugs change me

Everybody thought he was nice, everyone liked him
Till one day somebody pissed him off and he started knifin'
Throw him in the 'cyc' bin
Fools, can't you see? I was just trynna be cool, it was you that made it exciting
School for five years with the rich kids on a scolarship
How the fuck you meant to fit in when you can't ring the dollars with?
Af' school I was bored on the bus, I was rich
The truth was the first song you think I really give a shit
What they think of me? I knew that from day one
Forget the words even though every day is the same song
Pick up the same bong, sniff the same shit, tip the same trip down my froke when my life's got bong
My mind speaks to me but I've been thunking: "Fuck that dickhead!"
I can't hear in jiper in away when the spliff's red
Doing for the fuck instead
Fuck an angel in my sin bed
And even trust myself like a pinhead
Looking in the mirror like a taxi driver
You're looking at me, punk? Through the cloud of a skunk it isn't me either
Pinch that Becks and there's a Vival
I'm going in on etern like howling sex drive and holding a screw driver

Am I going crazy?
I'm talking to myself? I think I'm maybe
Beaver's fucked, just my name's Josh Davey
Scared to ask myself if it's changed me
So how the drugs change me