Текст песни PTSD - Josh A

I had to cut some people off, too many snakes in the grass
I gotta keep a cold heart because it's all that I have
I swear my life's been going different, it's been going too fast
And I'm been so unsure but I've been trying

I got these problems but I don't let 'em change
Swear I'm still true to me, anxiety's been all in my brain
But it won't ruin me, went from a trailer park to selling out shows
I'm finally doing things, and this was all I wanted, think I finally made it out

And I was so unsure back then but I'm fine now
Watch me win this time when I try now
And no one's taking this away from me because
I've been through it all, I swear you won't see me fall down

Post-traumatic stress is what I live with but I'm trying
You don't know my pain, and you don't know what I've been fighting
Post-traumatic stress is what I live with but I'm trying
I've been to hell and back, you don't know a thing about me

I've seen friends turn to tragedies
Lost so many day-ones but dwelling on the past is so bad for me
I let my soul bleed on the track to let it out
And you can call it trash but at least I'm being true to myself

So you can hate me but no, I won't change, never will vision the same
I did this in spite of the pain and all of my traumas ingrained
People run from it, I'm not letting none of this stop me
I'mma live all of my dreams, so go ahead and just watch me

I just wanted to make it out and show people that if I can do it, you can do it too
No matter how hard it gets, you can do it
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Post-traumatic stress is what I live with but I'm trying
You don't know my pain, and you don't know what I've been fighting
Post-traumatic stress is what I live with but I'm trying
I've been to hell and back, you don't know a thing about me