Текст песни In My Head - Kay9

Laid back and I'm stuck in my head
Every pain that I endure I put myself in my bed
Cuz I been doing things wrong
And I'm just tryna live this life right
But it gets so complicated when I try and do my things right
Laid back and I'm stuck in my head
Every pain that I endure I put myself in my bed
Cuz I been doing things wrong
And I'm just tryna live this life right
But it gets so complicated when I try and do my things right

I been in my head lately I been in my bed
Staring at the ceiling counting demons stead of sheep I
Don't feel right
Don't feel like this real life
Hop out of bed and rub my eyes cuz maybe I don't see right
That's not the case
Skeletons up in my closet
Just being honest
Racing to the bathroom with a stomach full of vomit
And my hands covered in sins I done commit for me to wash it
Now I'm watching but they wont go down the faucet
Think I lost it
What had caused it
No I don't know
Getting muddy like a GoPro
Get the money and I'm getting plenty
They wan' take it from me like a hobo
That's a no go
Got the paper coming but in slow-mo
Like oh no that's no dough
Ima get a bag on my own
I'm going solo look
I be on my own
They 'wan see me down but
I kill all my foes
Devils in my head like
You don't even know
No one checking in
I got no friends to even hit my phone
It's fine just let me be alone I'm

Laid back and I'm stuck in my head
Every pain that I endure I put myself in my bed
Cuz I been doing things wrong
And I'm just tryna live this life right
But it gets so complicated when I try and do my things right
Laid back and I'm stuck in my head
Every pain that I endure I put myself in my bed
Cuz I been doing things wrong
And I'm just tryna live this life right
But it gets so complicated when I try and do my things right

I can't sleep been overthinking to myself
Every move I ever made I began to excel
Seen my momma on the weekends it was hard to confess
How was I suppose to tell her something that I couldn't express
Yeah
Everyday that I was drinking man I started sinking
Rope around my neck push me over but no one heard me screaming
I couldn't take it my life was always on command
I was looking for guidance I just needed the time to stand
The life didn't choose me man I make my choices
So many demons in my head and I can hear the voices
Crack a bottle roll a L feed myself the poison
Never had the encouragement to flush it even down the toilet
Pain coming began the point of hallucination
Pop another tab to see my true life was an obligation
Another day and I feel like I just can't escape
Grab the blade to my skin feeling like I'm losing faith

Laid back and I'm stuck in my head
Every pain that I endure I put myself in my bed
Cuz I been doing things wrong
And I'm just tryna live this life right
But it gets so complicated when I try and do my things right
Laid back and I'm stuck in my head
Every pain that I endure I put myself in my bed
Cuz I been doing things wrong
And I'm just tryna live this life right
But it gets so complicated when I try and do my things right