Текст песни Magic Doors - Portishead

I can′t deny what I've become
I′m just emotionally undone
I can't deny, I can't be someone else

When I have tried to find the words
To describe this sense absurd
Try to resist my thoughts, but I can′t lie
I′m losing myself

My desire I can't have
No reason am I for
I can′t divide or hide from me

I don't know who I′m meant to be
I guess it's just the person that I am
Often I′ve dreamt that I don't wait

Enjoy the gift of my mistake
Again again I'm wrong and I confess
I′m losing myself

My desire I can′t have
No reason am I for
I'm losing myself
My desire I can′t have
No reason am I for