Текст песни Growing Pains - Rizzo

Man on the 9 a couple nights I thought of taking my life
Live with this pain and depression thinking that this isn't right
Pray that the lord will take my soul if I should die through the night
I need this life to get better looking for God through the light

Man on the 9 a couple nights I thought of taking my life
Live with this pain and depression thinking that this isn't right
Pray that the lord will take my soul if I should die through the night
I need this life to get better looking for God through the light

Father forgive me I been going through it ain't been thinking straight
I been stressing this depression is making me lose my faith
I can't sleep and I can't eat unless I'm fucked up off a 8th
Getting high to hide to pain and all the tears that hide my face

I remember being happy but can't remember the feeling
And my heart done been so broken I can't remember it healing
Now I spend my days alone in my room and stare at the ceiling
If I leave it prolly taking a shit or to get a meal in

What you know about consoling yourself when you going through it
And y'all ignored it when I said how I'm feeling in the music
Niggas asking why is Rizzo still hurting they being clueless
Niggas asking why ain't Rizzo give up yet cuz he been losing

I got battle scars fighting these demons but I ain't quitting
I swear to God that this is the realest shit I've ever written
Niggas saying fuck the auto tune and get back to the spitting
Maybe now I'm back to rapping y'all would actually fucking listen

Man on the 9 a couple nights I thought of taking my life
Live with this pain and depression thinking that this isn't right
Pray that the lord will take my soul if I should die through the night
I need this life to get better looking for God through the light

Man on the 9 a couple nights I thought of taking my life
Live with this pain and depression thinking that this isn't right
Pray that the lord will take my soul if I should die through the night
I need this life to get better looking for God through the light

Man on the 9 a couple nights I thought of taking my life
Live with this pain and depression thinking that this isn't right
Pray that the lord will take my soul if I should die through the night
I need this life to get better looking for God through the light

Man on the 9 a couple nights I thought of taking my life
Live with this pain and depression thinking that this isn't right
Pray that the lord will take my soul if I should die through the night
I need this life to get better looking for God through the light

I know a couple of ya listening right now
Could probably feel what I'm saying
I just need ya to know
You ain't alone

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