Текст песни Missive - Subtlety

I've always feared the forest
I've always feared the trees
I felt the burden of life
Drain my very being
This substance that kept my mind constantly adrift
Never having to battle the giants in my midst
I'm sorry you had to look up to me
I'm sorry I let you down
I could have been a better man

I'm sorry isn't good enough this time
I'm sorry just won't do
I'm sorry is just a part of the excuse
Of why I wasn't there for you

I'm far beneath the depths under a mountain of pills
I'm so proud of the man you've become yet and still
I always gave that snake oil-selling grin
To try and push that I was more
Then the man I really was
I couldn't let life take hold
I wouldn't let that sink in
I couldn't fight the battle
So by default my demons win

Ahhhhhh
By default my demons win
Ahhhhhh

I'm sorry isn't good enough this time
I'm sorry just won't do
I'm sorry is just a part of the excuse
Of why I wasn't there for you

You watched me bury myself
While I was slipping away
You watched me bury myself
While I was slipping away
(You watched me)
Time makes fools of us all
(Bury myself)
Our only comfort is that greater
(You watched me)
Will come after us
(Bury myself)

There's no more room for apologies
There's no more room for apologies

I'm sorry isn't good enough this time
I'm sorry just won't do
I'm sorry is just a part of the excuse
Of why I wasn't there for you

(I wasn't there)
Of why I wasn't there for you
(Wasn't there for you)
Of why I wasn't there for you
(Wasn't there for you)

I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry