Songtexte 850homesick - 7dashine

We never had it easy
My family always greedy
Most of them don't believe me
Pray to god that he see me
My homies snatching TVs
That was in third grade
I don't know how I even got there in the first place
I heard some shit that happened
After we left that address
Told my friend I'll come back cause he just kick my bullies asses
Never had late reactions
My dad he had a strap and
We would move all the time
So he was always packing
Talk about multitasking
I wasn't fucking asking
We had that free lunch
Always skipping fucking classes
I always had the passion,
But I was never passing,
Mama was raking cash in,
Started to judge my actions
What if I never rap, cause my nana survived that accident?
Now I reminisce on free time,
Wonder if I need time,
Wish I could just rewind,
Places I would revisit,
Area code, I'm thinking

850 baby I'm fucking homesick
850 baby, I'm fucking homesick
850 baby, I'm fucking homesick
Back when I was homeless
17 with no focus

850 baby I'm fucking homesick
850 baby, I'm fucking homesick
850 baby, I'm fucking homesick
Back when I was homeless
17 with no focus

850 baby, I'm fucking homesick
850 baby, I'm fucking homesick
850 baby, I'm fucking homesick

Never need a reason
I've always been conceited
Now she's upset cause my opinion changes like the seasons
Back and forth, I'm off and on
Should probably get it treated
Told you that I'd treat you better
you never believe it
But should I really blame you?
Dinners I wear a chain to
Impress your friends
I'm not like them, different angles
Is it the way I was raised?
Is it the minimum wage?
City be running on fades
And I'm the same
I need a smoke

Something to take the pressure off
Had to go get my pen involved
Venting writing you pretty songs
Told you that I've been through it all
But I made it out
And I forget that once we got something else to fight about
I guess that's all it is
Walk around confident
She call it cockiness
I don't respond to it
She came to visit in the rain
I let her walk in it
She looking out my window
When I ask what time it is

It's 8:50 baby...
I'm homesick

850 baby, I'm fucking homesick
850 baby, I'm fucking homesick
850 baby, I'm fucking homesick
I was always told that falling in love is hopeless

850 baby, I'm fucking homesick
850 baby, I'm fucking homesick
850 baby, I'm fucking homesick
I was always told that falling in love is hopeless

But I'm homesick...

8 Five-O cars coming to confiscate
Commonsense
I can't concentrate
Concrete caving
I contemplate
Cutting corners and cul-de-sacs
Climbing fences and common gates
Catch me, I won't cooperate
Cops are clutching the...

The same shit that's turns poverty and her problems
The same shit that's turns consciousness and the commas
The same kid who was sick of his fucking home
And the shit he couldn't control
And the violence he couldn't process

At 18 I was slipping
I had a problem
Don't listen
Instead I ponder on how to become an artist
Dope served on the counter
Cause people cope with their losses
I see it, I never comment
I'm bleeding out of my tonsils
Look at us, we procrastinate
Nowadays we push half the weight
Give it all to my circle
My mama told me I had to change
Had to deal with the character
Trying to see something scarier
Made the city my stomping ground
Came in and broke the barriers, uh

Don't tell me shit
Yeah
don't tell me shit

Only way that my vision gets blurry is off a spliff

Yeah
Don't tell me shit
Yeah
Don't tell me shit

Need assistance to cope
So I hope you pop in my disc