I Miss You

Running back though you let me down
And I still don't know what this is now
Wish I could feel your hands against my skin
And every day keeps rolling into night
But I still can't tell you what's inside
It breaks me anytime you come into view
Makes me see how much I still want you

I miss you, I can't stand you
I hate that I still run to
Don't need to, but nobody else feels the way you do
I miss you, I still want you
I hate that I still love you
You chose her, always chose her
And I won't turn into her

And I won't turn into her

I think of you when I can't slow down
Late night driving when there's no one around
I think of you sitting next to me

Still got your scent inside my hoodie from that night out by the beach
Do you think about me like I do you?

Got too close and now I'm stuck on you
Even good hearts can leave you bruised
And I'm worn out but never from you
Never meant to be this way

Just wanted you close to me
Every promise turned to smoke
Every dream into debris
Do you ever think about what slipped away?
You swore you wouldn't leave, then walked away
Talk to me, stay with me, even if it's fake
Now every shot and every thought just tastes the same

I miss you, I can't stand you
I hate that I still run to
Don't need to, but nobody else feels the way you do
I miss you, I still want you
I hate that I still love you
You chose her, always chose her
And I won't turn into her

Funny how you never noticed
What your leaving did to me