Painted Hatred

Can I feel the sun again?
Will my eyes ever beam that color red?
What I want to start I lost, is now back again
And the black clouds circle round my head

Well, I failed to sleep in a way
Well, I failed to sleep in a way

Can I fill it up again
Self indulged 'til I'm kicking through the bends
Roam until for I lost
A new scar was born
And your face seem to dance under the flame

Well, I failed to sleep in a way
Well, I failed to sleep in a way

Do you know what you've done?
Know who you saved
Don't you care that we see
That bullshit you crave
I'll paint you hatred

So, can I feel the sun again?
Will my eyes ever beam that color red?