baby

I don't feel much while I'm counting cash
Do the dash
Don't come in last (Yeah)
The only time I feel alive is when I'm 'bout to die
Maybe this ain't real life, but man, I just wanna cry
I'm losing sight of reality, really going crazy
And every time I think about you, I'm in a daze
You put me in my place and numbed all the pain
No more blood dripping out my vein
I guess there really is hope for the insane
Everyday baby, you're on my brain
But this ain't real life
Fuck it, I don't want no knife
I just want you everyday as my wife
Do I really have to ask?
Drinking hard liquor out the flask
I drink so fast I'm like the flash
Cause I don't feel much while I'm counting cash
Got bars stashed in the back
Don't talk to me right now, I'm tryna pack
On some real shit, where the fuck is my snack?
Hard liquor out the bottle while I head to Monte Carlo
Fuck it, full throttle, I'm at the bar bro
So fuck your hoe bro
Cause I'm okay, just numbing all the pain
The usual, okay?
And this ain't a cry for help, It's more like a note
For anybody who's ever thought I was the goat
I'm nothing and will never be good enough for you baby
No matter how hard I try, I know I ruin your life
I know I ruin it
Your life
But this ain't real life
Fuck it, I don't want no knife
I just want you everyday as my wife
Do I really have to ask?
Drinking hard liquor out the flask
I drink so fast I'm like the flash
Cause I don't feel much while I'm counting cash
Got bars stashed in the back
Don't talk to me right now, I'm tryna pack
On some real shit, where the fuck is my snack?
Hard liquor out the bottle while I head to Monte Carlo
Fuck it, full throttle, I'm at the bar bro
So fuck your hoe bro
Cause I'm okay, just numbing all the pain
The usual, okay?
And this ain't a cry for help, It's more like a note
For anybody who's ever thought I was the goat
I'm nothing and will never be good enough for you baby
No matter how hard I try, I know I ruin your life
I know I ruin it
Your life