Notes By Night Owl

Toss and turning all night
I get scared of big heights
Why do I feel most in tune when it's dark and the moon's out?
I ain't sayin that I got it all together but you know that I tried
Who really gon' ride?
Up in the AM
AM

N***** gotta keep things fresh and inventive
Is the couple cents I made the incentive?
Deep breath, take a minute
Everybody got they reasons and limits
Do you gotta give yo limbs to get it?
Why you tryna keep what don't wanna be kept?
These days my mind feel like a big ass maze I'm amazed I slept, yup

Let's begin
I'm another pedestrian
Tryin his hardest he ride with the artist, the rappers, and writers, and thespians
Stressed out give it the best we can
Desensitized to violence
Don't play no mini violins
I'd give a lot for peace and silence

I ain't tryna go on no tangent
Don't always go how you plan it
Lil speck on a hectic planet
How's one to manage? Best believe disrespect do damage
Peeved from all of the mean mugging
Struggling, juggling shit
Disappear on all my peers cause I been

Toss and turning all night
I get scared of big heights
Why do I feel most in tune when it's dark and the moon's out?
I ain't sayin that I got it all together but you know that I tried
Who really gon' ride?
Up in the AM
AM

I want a life that's more than survival
Me vs me that's one helluva rival
Me vs me that's one helluva rival
Shouts to the mere man in the mirror
Same on that stuck it out witcha'
Must refrain from complain
See what habitual bitchin' gon' getcha
This that state they fly over
Gotta go make the plays covert
Country side spans on for ages
Still tryna gauge if the road that I paved and moves I made were stupid or courages
Thinking bout all factors
How you gonna start a new page in ya life when stuck on an old ass chapter?
Maybe one day I want the kid and the wife living' our life, white picket fences
Right now that ain't really my consensus
Quit on me that sound so offensive
Make room for the dude named Zia
You might assume that I'm biased
But one thing's given, every good thing don't last man can't let it zoom right by us

Toss and turning all night
I get scared of big heights
Why do I feel most in tune when it's dark and the moon's out?
I ain't sayin that I got it all together but you know that I tried
Who really gon' ride?
Up in the AM
AM

We could use some rest
I could use some rest