Songtexte Viewpoints - Aneel

Look
My younger self don't know The place you'll end up being soon
I mean that in a good way but do I tell the truth
There's some things that I ain't ever gonna say to you
Then you turn around and you just tell me that it's out the blue
Ask your fam what's the reason for us
Because I got a good girl she don't believe in the trust
It's like
You Throwing in the coin but you ain't wish him well
It's like you push him out to shore be he ain't learnt how to sail
She's more interested with the things on my screen
And she forgot about the reason she invested in me
Wanna live inside your house because you renting it
This rent-free like president uno that I ain't meant for it
This red tie and black suit I'm ready for the hit
But I'm one step away like a ready for a kick
5 feet down you got one foot in the grave
But you're an Angel with a halo I'm the one needing saved
Man's in gods eyes tell me what you see through it
Cuse I been through the worst and I can say that I ain't seeking it
Like my sliver band but showing what I give to you
Winter time the coldest time but never like the heart of you
Man I've had dreams of being on a private plane
But now my name is something you won't ever say in vain
Stepping into secondary asking where's the rest of me
But you had different plans of asking what she left for me
Like fucking hell how many times you gon send for me
This life has got me tested it's like this god is tryna rescue me
The lighting on the books I'm taking out pictures
Looking back on how I turned the rags into the riches
You'll never find me with the things on the shelf
And I'm mentioning the records and the labels you dealt
You'd rather sit and worry about what's in the night
Then stay around and manifest the beauties in your life
I was blessed to say I grew up with it all
But sometimes having everything can be the biggest fall
I kept it all inside and never spoke about my life
And that's the reason why I felt I was locked up in this life
But now you know why I take it as my last
I had the chance to live and then broke it like the shards of glass
I See my future but it is nothing like the past
But I got dealt the hand like I've chosen all the broken cards
This generation fucked it's got you in the ho stage
And I'm just tryna be the one that's broken out the hostage
It's like i'm tied to the chair
And I'm fighting my fears
And you had left me on the ground so I'm erasing my tears
From day one I had to prove myself to everyone
And no one ever me heard out
That's why they aint got trust in me
It's not my fault to say the least or even say the most
But how am I supposed to prove myself if you just see a ghost
How you gonna say that you were ever there for me
And when you write it down you can change It like a salary
Forget the zero like u dive in and you hit the board
You put your head to rest it got you feeling like a minor chord
I'm just being honest certain man would die for it
But now I know the difference between everything i'm fighting it
You might be reading this and asking where I go with it
The truth is
I don't know that's why I'm writing it
I tried to tell you that it's never worth the pain
But now we're here and were just suffering again
It's like you're telling and reporting all the news
But you had never asked about what I rather do
So now we're here and were just fighting what were in
It's like we picture-perfect but the frames now in the bin
Remember what I said in 5 years from now
We'll be looking back on this and saying
Why you dropped our fucking crown