Songtexte 365 - Arrested Youth

Well I was caught up in the violence of myself
I won't deny it
Bottled up, couldn't confide
And I stepped away from the game went silent

Calling out for help from rafters
Hung my head
You know what comes after
It's a sad confliction
Chained onto your own contradictions

Spring came and went I must confess
I spent that summer alone
In the night
Tossing and turning trying to get it right
'Cause truth be told I lost that drive I had inside of my soul
In the night
Hopeless, no rest, someone hit the lights

365 days ate me up inside
Every day I was afraid
Living in a hopeless mind
365 days, that's when I realized
All of the chains are ready to break
I'mma make it out this time

I'm doubling down now
Life is a tough crowd
Felt like the black sheep
Stuck in the background
I had to find my way back to myself
I had to climb my way back from my hell

We all got depths we don't want to be
Self-aspects we don't want to see
Sometimes we get caught in the mirror
I took a good look so I could see clearer

I'm still the same as I was but different
More trust and less self-infliction
More peace of mind and precision
Training my heart to take my the distance

365 days ate me up inside
Every day I was afraid
Living in a hopeless mind
365 days, that's when I realized
All of the chains are ready to break
I'mma make it out this time

Spring came and went I must confess I spent that summer alone
In the night
Tossing and turning trying to get it right
'Cause truth be told I had to make peace with my pride and my woes
In the night
Hopeless, no rest, then I hit the lights

365 days ate me up inside
Every day I was afraid
Living in a hopeless mind
365 days, that's when I realized
All of the chains are ready to break
I'mma make it out this time (this time, this time)
I'mma make it out this time (this time, this time)
I'mma make it out this time (this time, this time)
I'mma make it out this time (this time, this time)
I'mma make it out this time