Decisions

I pray I never lose myself
Pour me a liquor there's lot of shit a nigger has been stressing about
I pray I never lose myself
Let me catch a flight and get high then talk to God

They say your work is never finished
Yeah that's why I never question your decisions
I've been praying but I'm not receiving
They say ask and you will be given
Can I be forgiven
For all the mistakes that I made in the past
I'm so young and naive my life is moving fast
Had to be matured at an early stage
Cant be stuck on the same chapter let me turn a new page
Unlock My beast in the cage
Why these niggers acting strange
You better keep that fake shit
I can tell when you two face
I'm not concerned about a snake
I just put it on its place
Too busy doing me no time to impress haters
There's no need to like me cause I know I'm not a status
Too busy doing me no time to impress haters
There's no need to like me cause I'm not a status

I pray I never lose myself
Pour me a liquor there's lot of shit a nigger has been stressing about
I pray I never lose myself
Let me catch a flight and get high then talk to God

Never had a father figure
Now I'm tryna figure out
Can I be a good father while I grew up fatherless
Now I lost my sister I'm feeling numb
I'm feeling heartless
Some other things in life it takes time to accept them
Suicide on my mind I hope you'll miss me when I'm gone
This pain inside me it's changing me mentally
Let me confess I'm really not okay emotionally
But I will be strong for the sake of my family
Sometimes I find myself praying
Hoping one day I will make it