Wasted (feat. Nothing$4real)

I'm outside of my mind and my body I feel wasted
I'm fighting all these demons I be losing I can't take it
My habits hold me back and it's so hard for me to break it
If you not in love with me just tell me please don't fake it
Feeling like I'm quando gotta take it to the basics
Man I'm so abnormal I've been living in the matrix
I'm not tryna rush I'm sitting back keeping patience
Coming from the bottom I got hope that I can make it

Its a lot that's on my mind and it's really got me racing
Way too many test inside my life I can't ace it
I took a lot of losses and they hard for me to shake it
Apple juice with Tequila on the side for the chasing
Lately I've been struggling having battles with my sin
I can't keep on with losing gotta find a way to win
I've been locked inside my mind fighting evil from within
Some days when I'm not feeling it I force myself to grin
Watch for who you love cause some people don't have a soul
They look for ways to trap you it don't matter where you go
It's better to be alone you don't ever need a show
Keep your secrets to yourself and don't let nobody know

I'm outside of my mind and my body I feel wasted
I'm fighting all these demons I be losing I can't take it
My habits hold me back and it's so hard for me to break it
If you not in love with me just tell me please don't fake it
Feeling like I'm quando gotta take it to the basics
Man I'm so abnormal I've been living in the matrix
I'm not tryna rush I'm sitting back keeping patience
Coming from the bottom I got hope that I can make it

I got hopes that I can make it ain't no backing down
If you thought I was giving up right here, then you're a clown
I promised my mama that I'm never giving up
No,No, no i ain't never giving up
Ima keep on going until I get all the money
Damn these evil bitches really thinking that they're funny
Zoom, zoom, zoom past a bitch like fast and furious
In my room, room, room yeah the devils gets curious
Fuck the devil he can't do shit
I got God on my side, and he's never letting me down
He's help me through a lot, and I really gotta thank him
I remember I was down and I ain't think I was gon make it
But I back up either way, felt like I was crawling
Fighting demons every single day, and now I'm steady balling
Killing this feature like a demon
When you say you love me, do you really mean it?

I'm outside of my mind and my body I feel wasted
I'm fighting all these demons I be losing I can't take it
My habits hold me back and it's so hard for me to break it
If you not in love with me just tell me please don't fake it
Feeling like I'm quando gotta take it to the basics
Man I'm so abnormal I've been living in the matrix
I'm not tryna rush I'm sitting back keeping patience
Coming from the bottom I got hope that I can make it