Songtexte Ataraxia - BLOODxCLOT

She kept turning around again hoping to see him
But he wasnt there
It just hurt her heart, it hurts my heart
Nothing feels like you
Shes sick of turning around
"its all in my head, this is what i get"
She keeps assuming this is love
He kept wanting to go back again
Lies Lies
I dont live her any-More
Hes sick of all her lies, they do nothing but harm
Hurt and then scar
"maybe im just blind"
No

"This ment nothing to you"
"This ment nothing"
Before i hurt myself again ask that question again
Your wrong, your wrong, your wrong, your wrong
Why would you say that"

He felt so empty
Its his fault
Why was i so blind
Its all in my head
Mental unrest
Why cant I

Why would I give a shit about you

He kept running way from this
Her and all het damn lies, screaming
I can't belive i loved her, over and over again!
Yet nothing seems to bring that feeling of her
And it hurts him
He kept truning around again because of you
But now he knows better than to trust you
I still love you, i love you but i wont he there again
He wont fall back in line for her he'd rather die before that
So he says, I still love you
I love you but i wont he there again i swear to it
He kept wanting to go back again, back again
Now that feelinh vanished
But he feels so empty and all those fucking lies
Lies

This is what i get
He said you dont get to say that this time
This is what i get
You dont get to say that this time
With all the cuts lie and deep desires
I shoved it all away for such a long time stop

*Puke*, this
*Puke*, is
*Puke*, what I
This is what i get I wont be myself
(silence)
Find your own way home
Im not your tool anymore, this isnt real
This is
Find your own way, home
Find your own way, home!

For arent thr dictator of my life