Songtexte Reality - Banatipapi

Win or lose, pick and choose
In an ocean of my sorrows guess I'm feeling blue
Mind lost in a maze stuck without a clue
Working so hard don't know what else I should do, hey
I'm in my lane yeah my own lane
Driving down the street until I reach the sky
I was on board for minute tryna win it, thinking different
Then I gave up and life started passing by
Oh my god, why do I try
Gotta hide how I'm feeling inside
This world don't care
Just stop and stare
Only care about your looks and your hair
I learned as child, life is not fair
That's why I grind I know it's my time
Every rock that's buried will one day shine
That's why I'm patient but some people think it's race
But it's not and it is, go handle your biz
Provide for your kids
You know how it is
Working hard in the streets nigga this how I eat
But I still got a job and you know how I mob
I don't gotta ride around and plan who to rob
I be on the move every day with the squad
We be moving silent sneak up on you like fog
Keep talking tough erase your ass while you jog

Can't be my reality
When I look into the mirror
Don't know who I see
Every day I wonder
Who am I supposed be
Is this real
Or I'm living in a fantasy
I remember at a point
It was you and me
But when I think about it
You were never good for me
Fuss and fight, long nights
Can't do nothing right
I put you first instead of thinking of my family, aye

This can't be real
This can't be real
I gotta express how I feel
I know some niggas in the field
And all they do is make drug deals
They popping perks and other pills
Step to them wrong and you'll get killed
It's sad how fast blood can get spilled
Just because of how someone feels
Is that just pride
Is that your pride
Why can't you put it aside
I hate seeing young people die
Happens so often my tears are dry when I cry
Whipping foreign when I ride
I'm just tryna past the time
Life is short
Nothing guaranteed
Before I die god let me plant a seed
Let my child be who I wanna be
Let my child be who I'm gonna be
I'm a smooth operator
Getting to the paper
You ain't talking cash
Ima see you later
I can't deal with haters
Mad cause I'm just greater
You are just a maker
I am the creator
You are the debater
I'm the legislator
You're a violator
I'm the dominator
Call me gladiator

Can't be my reality
When I look into the mirror
Don't know who I see
Every day I wonder
Who am I supposed be
Is this real?
Or I'm living in a fantasy
I remember at a point
It was you and me
But when I think about it
You were never good for me
Fuss and fight, long nights
Can't do nothing right
I put you first instead of thinking of my family, aye
Can't be my reality
When I look into the mirror
Don't know who I see
Every day I wonder
Who am I supposed be
Is this real?
Or I'm living in a fantasy
I remember at a point
It was you and me
But when I think about it
You were never good for me
Fuss and fight, long nights
Can't do nothing right
I put you first instead of thinking of my family, aye