Bitter

If time would pass me
And I'd be happy
And anger left this heart of mine
And no indifference
To take the distance
Or hesitation to cross those lines.
I might have stayed here.
I might have waited
But in the end we all know that
I want something better.

When you feel the need to be so bitter
I don't even care.
You say the things that just don't matter
Cause I'm not even here.
You take the chance of being found out.
It's fatal. I know.
But you can talk, talk, talk and talk until you grow old.

In my awakening I saw the best things.
I saw the things I could have had
And all that time I had been wasting.
I think about it and feel sad.
And just the notion of pure devotion
To all the sweetest things there are
Is such a foreign feeling but it feels so good.