Songtexte 4:03 - Black Kandi

Ow this some cold shit

4:03
I had an epiphany
4:03
It's impossible to love me

I was out in the night
Yeah my head was feeling light
Yeah there's too much on my mind
I was going back in time

Fixating on the past
Nothing good ever lasts
But the pain comes back
That's why I'm staring at black-

Night sky
Got some many regrets
Up until the sunrise
I'm just trying to forget

About that one damn night
Yeah that one damn fight
Yeah this one damn life
All the thoughts that come to me at night

Woah
4:03
I had an epiphany
4:03
It's impossible to love me

I Break your heart or you break mine
That's how it goes every time
Always think I found the one
But it turns it just for fun

The last girl had me feeling high
But Damn she really let me fall
Didn't throw a life line
She really let me hit floor

Last girl wanted to commit
Talked all night In the Dm
But my feelings weren't legit
I was lusting at 12 am

Fucked up at 1 am
Met Someone new at 2 am
Broke your heart at 3 am
Now I'm alone at 4 am

Didn't cheat but I move on fast
Moved on quick I was pressing the gas's
Some would say I moving mad
Telling me to me to step back

Never had too many Woahs
Now I like being alone
Getting played by all these Ho's
Talking pieces of my soul

Thats why I'm on demon mode
That's why I can't love no more
I can't even love for long
That shit rented it's loan

4:03
I had an epiphany
4:03
I will die alone and free

That's my depression talking
In my head he mocking
But don't worry I'm blocking
Every night I'm out walking

Looking at the stars
Trying to forget the scars
Yeah I'm following the marks
I hope it leads to the key to my heart

I'm getting hurt and hurting others
Love's circle we all suffer
I need some time to recover
Don't go back cause you don't her

Damn

I'm try to find peace in myself
Don't look for it in someone else

4:03
I had an epiphany
4:03
It's impossible to love me

She said that you're a massive book but you are never open
She said your like diary you lock up your emotions

These girls I see don't understand
But when I find someone who do
They always want another man
Always want something new

You got me questioning myself
But then you talk up in the DM's
You fucking up my mental health
Thinking of you 12AM

Met you at 1AM
Danced until 2AM
You Place at 3Am
We was fucking 4AM

2 days after my ex
You made me forget stress
Not gone lie that night bless
You want me gone, ok say less

No one really sticks around
If I'm calling out help
Silence is the only sound
So I only help myself

Suppress my feeling disregarded
I'm on defence Yeah I'm guarded
Don't catching feelings that's retarded
Toxic energy bombarded

Give you hypothermia cause I'm cold hearted
Feel my skin it's hallow my soul has departed

4:03
I had an epiphany
4:03
It's impossible to love me

4:03
I had an epiphany
4:03
It's impossible to love me

4:03
I had an epiphany
4:03
It's impossible to love me

4:03
I had an epiphany
4:03
I need to learn to love me