If You Loved Me Then

You said my name like
It used to mean something
Now it's just noise in your mouth

I trace the echo in your silence
Trying to find the version of me you love

I still wear the warmth
From the nights you meant it
But it's colder now
And I'm the only one shivering

If you loved me then
Why does it feel like I'm a stranger now?
You built me up just to watch me fall
I'm still bleeding from the words you never said
If you loved me then
Why couldn't you stay?

I see your shadow in every sunrise
But it never turns around
I scream your name into the quiet
But it only answers with doubt

I still wear the scars like
They're proof you're real
But they fade every time
I remember you forget me

If you loved me then
Why does it feel like I'm a stranger now?
You built me up just to watch me fall
I'm still bleeding from the words you never said
If you loved me then
Why couldn't you stay?

I gave you every version of me
But you only loved the one
You could leave

If you loved me then
Don't pretend I was easy to forget
I'm still screaming
In the silence you left
If you loved me then
Why does it feel
Like you never did?