Songtexte Fade - Carl Roe

I look to you but I see nothing
(Nothing, nothing)

(Stay there to me) Yeah, yeah
(It's strange you never leave) Yeah, yeah
(Stay there to me) Yeah
(I think it's strange you never leave) Yeah

Who I am when I'm not pushing
Is who I am when you're not looking
You say, "Give me the truth, don't lie to me"
Give it away, give it away, give my time away
I love my girl, she loves me too
Even though it seems like sometimes she
Could be like, "Who the fuck are you?"
Lose myself in the music
I lose myself in the process
I go through hell but I choose it
And I'm so selfish, it's obnoxious
And I ride to the studio with a pocket full of money out the ATM
Cash that I coulda took my girl out with
But I gotta get a record out, say Amen
How can I buy time with no money left in? She won't play pretend
Like, "Do you see us on a vacay in the future? I'll take you then
So you better make some friends, that way you can wait with them
And later I can pick you up on a horseback and we can make amends
'Cause guess what? Tonight, I'm coming home late again
And hopefully you can fade back into me when I change within"

(Stay there to me) I'ma wait for you in my sweetest dreams now
(It's strange you never leave) Won't be long 'til you belong to me now
(Stay there to me) Forevermore, forevermore
(I think it's strange you never leave)

One day I will make it 'round, act like you can take it now
Disregard the future ahead of me, will you be ready to face the clown?
That's me, by the way
Can't sleep, I'm awake
Takes me couple of hours before I'm even able to call it a day
I have to make this new music for them to step to
And I know that you will be right here where I left you
When I'm on the road with a couple of minutes to clear a call
I hear it all, things like, "When I'm
Here it seems I ain't here at all"
The work is so hard but yet so hard to describe it
Heavy heads are held high but weighed down by disguises
This guy is not even worth your time but still you sit silent
And kiss pictures and fit smiles in while
Your husband goes out and gets miles in
It looks like I don't give a fuck like a husband off the wheel should
I'm slacking on what I signed up for and that don't make you feel good
Inside, but if you're still around here when I return
I won't learn and we can let the fire burn and fade

(Stay there to me) I'ma wait for you in my sweetest dreams now
(It's strange you never leave) Won't be long 'til you belong to me now
(Stay there to me) Forevermore, forevermore
(I think it's strange you never leave)