Songtexte Disappear (Original) - Carson Venne

Stuck inside a freefall
Lost in perpetual recall
You're looking through me like I'm not there
Feels like I'll vanish into thin air
Clinging to what's fading
I'm so tired of just waiting
It's just vacancies and blank stares
But just don't treat me like you don't care

And all the fakeness is making me go numb
Got me wrapped around your finger with your tongue
You pull me back when I'm trying to run
Now my emotions are becoming undone
So many questions unanswered
I thought that I'd learn my lesson
But all you do is keep messing it all up
You messed it all up

Is this all that you wanted
Was it part of your plan
To keep me here just playing
In the palm of your hands
I'm wasted
Drowning in my tears
I try to face it
But you won't let me disappear
I've lost all my feeling from bleeding Internally
I'm praying to find a reason finally break free
I'm chasing
Trying to find a way to just
Erase it
But you won't let me disappear

Your voice is like an echo
That I can't seem to let go
Got me spiraling to nowhere
But you won't let me leave this nightmare
You keep me sedated
With pure desperation
You're so calculated
And I don't deserve this
And I'm Isolated
While my will is fading
And no conversation
could make me this is love

It's like a sickness that's making me go numb
Ripping all the air out of my lungs
Girl you're really messing me up
You're messing me up

Is this all that you wanted
Was it part of your plan
To keep me here just playing
In the palm of your hands
I'm wasted
Drowning in my tears
I try to face it
But you won't let me disappear
I've lost all my feeling from bleeding Internally
I'm praying to find a reason finally break free
I'm chasing
Trying to find a way to just
Erase it
But you won't let me disappear

Consider the beauty of a rose
It's rich colors inviting you closer
It's intoxicating scent pulling you in
Yet, nestled within it's velvety pedals are thorns
Poised to prick any unsuspecting admires who delve too deeply without caution

I don't want to
Have to need you
I'm so confused
But I can't break through
When you say you love me
But I can't believe you
Put my heart on the line
But I still can't reach you
Don't know why I stay
When I've been so misused
I'm caught in a web
That I can't seem to undo

Gave me this sickness that's making me go numb
Got me wrapped around your finger with your tongue
You pull me back when I'm trying to run
Now my emotions are becoming undone
So many questions unanswered
I thought that I'd learn my lesson
But all you do is keep messing it all up
You messed it all up
You messed