Blue Grin (feat. ChilledAlone)

Once more on a roll
I'm looking for something
Unable to waste
Always ready to taste
Too tired to be
Pathetically lonely
Too eager to get
An illusion of happiness

Once more I ain't got no home
And I'm looking for someone
To give me shelter and warmth
Cause I'm cold to the bone
(I don't know what's to come)
Somewhere I belong
But that place is a secret
For everyone
And, alas, it's unknown to me

Again and again and again
You catch my wrist in your hand
Again and again and again
I grin a blue grin
Cause you're deaf to my heart

You can't bother me less
Than you're meant to bother
I can't be what you want
Always pleasure and smile
(My temples ache when I try to fake)
I'm not going to change
What's not in my power
No matter for you
Or for anyone else to come

Why stopping me now?
Why holding me tighter?
(You can't take me the right way)
Why cling to my eyes?
Why pretend you know me?
(You can't take me the right way)
To someone I belong
To the others I'm nothing
(You can't take me the right way)
I know you are not
What I want for myself this time

Again and again and again
You catch my wrist in your hand
Again and again and again
I grin a blue grin
Cause I'm deaf to your heart

You're nothing special to me
No matter what you want
Like it or not
We're nothing but you and me
As I'm beginning to see
We're not a "we"

Again and again and again
You catch my wrist in your hand
Again and again and again
I grin a blue grin
Cause you're deaf to my heart
Again and again and again
(You're nothing special to me
No matter what you want
Like it or not)
You catch my wrist in your hand
Again and again and again
(We're nothing but you and me
As I'm beginning to see
We're not a "we")
I grin a blue grin
Cause you're deaf to my heart